Thursday, January 7, 2021

No choice

You arrive, there is no choice

You are given love, there is no choice

Things fall out of place, there is no choice

You fight back, there is no choice

And when the result is inevitable, there is no choice

At the end, you live with the result and there is absolutely no choice 

I feel

It still feels that I can come for a hug

It still feels that I can receive a call from you

It still feels that I can share my achievements with you and you will unconditionally love them

It still feels that I can talk to you, laugh with you, take your shade during the tough times, plan for trips, eat food served with love and affection, feel like your baby and so on and so forth


Where does this feeling come from? Why does it arise? When will the heaviness stop? When will I convince myself that it is only feelings that are left?